Yours truly is just the struggling Autistic musician, primarily the vocalist, drummer.  I don't know what I can say that won't get me into trouble.  You should see what my home life is like, residing with senior parents who are also my legal guardians, conservators, the guardianship and conservatorship will be turned over to my neurotypical older brother when they die.  Forgive me that I am not the best at socialization.