Dont know why I'm up so late. Maybe it's because I'm full of energy that needs to be drained out of me. Like I have the energy to listen to my favorite music and just head bang and sing along with them. Even make videos or just play video games. But whenever I'm in bed, energy nearly drained, I keep looking the side of my bed. Seeing that empty side. I can just imagine see the girl I've always dream of, laying next to me. We be spooning and just cuddle to keep warm. But idk that'll ever change.