I've had enough of this shit. Every time i close my eyes or let me guard down i get hit. Im wallering in piss. I have so much anger but no punching bag to hit. Im sick of getting dissed. Im sick cause I'm so pissed. I've got people on my list. Ive never backed down from a fight but this time i feel imma tremble in fright as i get consumed by the night. Where the fuck is the light. Kill myself i might. Cause anytime i think about my life my brain goes into a fight or flight cause of my plight. It's frightenin, as i feel my heart tightenin im searchin for a light to hide in. I crawl into the dark, im losing my spark, or maybe i never had one maybe im a child of the dark, all i can do is bark. I feel defenseless cause everyone gets mad at my senselessness and they throw criticism and synnicalism and im sick of sittin wit em. This is my story. It's a little gory and not much glory but just know im sorry if i seem evil. But i started out like everyone else, yearning for love