Growing up I was always outside any bubble formed with the normal % which made me feel so much pain to the point I felt nothing for anyone which made me feel like a ghost. Id like to know why does autistic people make me feel the same FUCKING WAY!!!!!!!
It's just how things are really.
Sometimes, people are afraid of the unknown, and a lot of people judge and avoid people who are different. But everyone is unique in their own way and I can't say this for everyone, but as long as you are happy and you appreciate all you've got, and be thankful for the things you have, I mean you came to type this so you should be thankful you are trying to reach out, it's not a problem it's good that you reach out than to keep it inside and have problems later down the line.