Since I can remember I've had my own reality life, a world I don't have to wear a social mask in, somewhere I can just be myself. I spent most of my school life in my fantasy world made up of different shows I had seen. It's always been a safe place that I can predict what's going to happen and when. But it's only recently that I have realised what it is and even more how bad it is for my health. My dilemma is that how can something that helps me out so much in life be so unhealthy? It also came as a huge shock how many others have these fantasys. I don't know if living 100% in reality is something I can ever achieve, but I do want to try and start spending alittle more time in the real world.